This is August. Leave a message and I'll get back to you. Unless you're a jackass who decided to track down my personal info instead of using the business number, in which case fuck you.
I get why it's terrifying but also is he the kinda guy who'd be a dick if he found out and didn't like you back? if not, then maybe don't TELL him but like. stress a little less about him finding out?
second thing I promise you are not as obvious as you think you are. ask me how long I've managed to keep my bff from realizing I'm stupid in love with him. answer eight years now
third thing--and this is a thing I tell patrons--but writing shit down and then tearing/burning/destroying the paper helps me when I need to SAY shit but can't actually SAY that shit?
He wouldn't be a jerk about it, I'm pretty sure! He's my best friend. Which is why I'm stressed out because even if he won't be nasty about it, it might freak him out?
That's a long time. And he NEVER figured it out? Honestly, all I need is a couple more weeks because my portal should be working by then and we can focus on...getting people home instead of awkward feelings.
So you write it down and then destroy it? Like writing a letter that you never actually send? That might work.
A portal. A transdimensional portal to be exact. I built one back home too, so I know what I'm doing. I want to give the chance for those of us who were brought into this world against our will a chance to go home.
So you really think a letter might be a good idea?
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drewthetower) wrote2022-01-05 05:37 pm
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I get why it's terrifying but also is he the kinda guy who'd be a dick if he found out and didn't like you back? if not, then maybe don't TELL him but like. stress a little less about him finding out?
second thing I promise you are not as obvious as you think you are. ask me how long I've managed to keep my bff from realizing I'm stupid in love with him. answer eight years now
third thing--and this is a thing I tell patrons--but writing shit down and then tearing/burning/destroying the paper helps me when I need to SAY shit but can't actually SAY that shit?
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That's a long time. And he NEVER figured it out? Honestly, all I need is a couple more weeks because my portal should be working by then and we can focus on...getting people home instead of awkward feelings.
So you write it down and then destroy it? Like writing a letter that you never actually send? That might work.
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wait
you're building a WHAT
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So you really think a letter might be a good idea?
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worth a shot yeah?
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I guess so! On both counts. Okay, I'll try to write a letter and maybe that'll make me stop feeling so weird.
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